Monday, February 27, 2006
i had such a GREAT weekend :)
counting out the fucking sad thing which happened

starting friday,
went for my usual acupuncture at ttsh
it wasnt painful this time
thank god
went to novena square to get val's present
met tammy and jasmine there!
we went shopping for awhile
and yada yada
at night, my fellow QUEEN of the world
came over to do homework
for the third consequetive friday!
as usual, it wasnt so productive for me
and very productive for her. hoho.
we started doing val's present at 9 plus
and spent the WHOLE night
printing out photos and designing the whole thing
so sammie left only around one!

saturday,
had tuition in the morning
continued with val's present
got a lift from oliviapek to church!
went for choir practice
gave val our present!
EVERYONE loved it :)
i feel so proud about it. hoho.
did reflections for mass today
i think i screwed it up a bit
cause the stupid mike wouldnt go down
so my voice was like LOUD then SOFT
had val's birthday celebration at cafe cartel after that!
talked/laughed/screamed and made a lot of noise in there
the 9 of us shared 5 dishes
so each person paid only around ten!
took a bus home
felt SO BRIGHT, sitting between ___ and ___
ahahahahahha
greg walked sammie and i home after that!
it was SO DARK and scary

today, the most frightening thing happened
two fucking dogs ran into my house when i opened the gate to go out
they started chasing fluffy and ATTACKED her

i was trying so hard to chase them away
but they ran so fast, and things just happened so fast
my rabbit squealed so loudly and just dropped to the ground
after finally chasing the monsters away
i realised that she couldnt move
and i was like OMG. i started crying so much
cause i thought she was dead
and when i realised she was still breathing
i knew there was hope so i decided to take her to the vet
but there was NO ONE at home
called sammie, mer but they werent at home
and finally WANXIN was at home!
i felt so so relieved
her dad brought us to the vet
and i was just crying the whole way
when we got to the vet
the lady said that fluffy had to be hospitalized
so i left her there
sigh. i really pray that she'll be okay ):
curse those fucking dogs
i hope they just drop dead and die
what's wrong with the owner?!
how can he just let his dogs out like that?
the two culprits: (got it from wanxin's blog cause they invaded her house last night?!)



if i see them, i will personally kill them.
anyway, thank you so much wanxin!
i dont know what i'd ever do if you werent there to give me a lift to the vet

so anyway, cheered up a bit after that
since fluffly still has hope
and decided that i was well enough to meet bong
so met her in town after that
she took SO LONG to come
so in the meantime
i bought new shoes and a bag
shopped around far east
and we bought so much stuff
i feel so guilty
and i promised myself that i wont go shopping for the next month
the lady at a clothes shop was so so nice!
i felt so bad not buying anything from there
so anyway, we shopped and shopped
from 1 to 6
then we sat at coffee club express
and did some homework
took REALLY stupid photos there
ahahahha.
dinner at the foodcourt
and my DAD fetched us, my sister and my maid home.
hoho.

somehow, bong made me realise today
how my sister complains about everything
its just so frustrating hearing her rant about everything
its like NOTHING is good enough for her
and she's always saying REALLY mean things when she's angry
which really strikes me
and she doesnt care at all that she's hurting me
but when she's happy
she can be like SO nice towards me
its like EVERYTHING must go her way
rahhh.

sometimes i think
that i'm wearing a mask
just to fit in with everyone
and i'm someone i'm not
in fact, i appear to be different to different people
and now i dont even know myself
what my true character is

alright enough reflecting
its already one and there's school tomorrow
good night everyone.

ABOUT ME
CLARA
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RESOLUTIONS
1. Study real hard & get my 5 As!
2. Get closer to God
3. Treasure my family more & tolerate all their scolding etc
4. Be more friendly to others & bitch less
5. Appreciate my chubby face!
6. Eat a lot, sleep a lot, study a lot, play a lot & just simply live life to the fullest :D
7. STOP obssesing

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